Could I be any more of a cliché right now? I am outside, listening to music and enjoying some nature and the song that’s on is “Jammin” by Bob Marley and it’s just so perfect for the way I’m enjoying nature right now. I’ve been playing chauffeur for V a lot recently and I’m kinda liking it. I like sitting in the car waiting for him. Just listening to music and smokin’ whenever I want.
So I think I do have the job even though there’s been a change in management. I’m talking directly with the owner of the company and yeah hopefully gonna start working the night shift soon. I’ve been thinking about how my life is gonna be and in order to not fuck myself up more physically (because night shift is hard on a body) I’m gonna have to create a schedule and make sure I get in time for exercise, and that the food I eat is good and doesn’t have any sugar in it 🤬 and I’m gonna go swim before work. I really gotta keep doing these things. Fatty liver disease is no joke.
Well I guess I’m glad I’m happy it’s not fucking diabetes. Jesus. You know what really pisses me off? That every time I have a doctor appointment or dentist appointment, they assume I already have diabetes! WTF, like fuck you! You know that’s the problem with being my size, there’s a lot of assumptions made. Yet I need to not be the “O” word anymore. I can live with “fat” but the O word has got to fucking go. I hate that fucking word fucking “obese” fucking horrible. I hate it and I’m not gonna be that anymore. I’m not. I’m sick and tired of it.
